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Apr. 9th, 2006

connor oberst

Time is either a blessing or a curse

I have nine years left to wait, but I'm perfectly fine with that. When the time is right, love will fulfill it's own purpose, at it's own pace. Nothing in the world can change and if you attempt to, you risk shattering the foundations of what you've been working for so long to build.

I pray that everything is alright with his family and that they were unharmed by yesterday's storm.

Apr. 1st, 2006

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my soul cries

The stars were every so vibrant and stunning earlier this evening, it made me miss home. The home of the heart: his prescence. Oh, I wish I could sigh the loneliness out of me. But hope of seeing his face again is pulling me through.

I love him as a person, with flaws and weaknesses. I love the Josh who is impatient just as much as I love him as the saxophone player. He is not perfect, but to me he's
as close to heavenly perfection as I will get.

Mar. 28th, 2006

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Sometimes it's faded, assainated

Jealousy truly is a monster. It's not as though I have an actual reason, it's simply something hormonal, preternatural, that awakens in your blood and creates this over protective sense of need. But Im keeping my eye on the prize and praying that everything will come together in the end. God bless you all.

Mar. 20th, 2006

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our future is... unlimited

My heart is euphporic, my soul is comforted. Overlapping desires forshadow a glorious future, as long as we make use of our time in the present

I hope everyone is having a wonderful spring break or had one, or plans to have one. Mine has been rather normal and mundane, but that doesn't mean I haven't enjoyed it. It's had some revelations of it's own.

Mar. 12th, 2006

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it's only a gash away

Of course I had to ask where the library was. What kind of nerd would I be if I didn't, and in spanish too? Now ponder that while I go flog myself with resentment.

These are conversational responses you might recieve from me on a daily basis:
Love/hate, porque? What do you hate, Anne? That's terrible. You know what could help? GET A JOB! AHH! GO TO THE DAMN LAVATORY! Goodness, your telepathic too? Now that's a talented chica! Pathethic, apathetic, what's the difference? OH! Picky are we?

Mar. 8th, 2006

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play air gutair, in syncopation, now!

Focus, damn it. You need to keep your head out of the clouds or you going to fall flat on your face. If you do not live in the present you will suffer for it in the future. Follow your heart, but don't follow what you know is infatuation.

I truly do believe death is simply another path, another door. How can it simply end? I refuse to dissolve into nothing. Maybe I'm in denial, but I certainly feel other wise. I'm in love with God and his most beautiful creature ever designed. How could I not believe in an afterlife?

Feb. 28th, 2006

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i am bereft of a computer, ladies and germs.

Due to limited time, this will be a short and unprofound entry.

To join band or not to join band, that is the question.

When he's honest, I have the sudden will to be honest as well. Lies will destroy, but the truth leads to life in some form or another.

Feb. 19th, 2006

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think of it as personality dialysis.

It snowed as though it had only one chance to spew forth it's icy wrath. It was short but it was beautiful nonetheless. There's nothing like having a forty acre view that is not torn apart my industry and buisness. Its almost preternatural; it invokes ancient thoughts within me.

He has such a smooth voice, a tenor voice that is deepening with his coming of age. I would rather be blind than deaf, his voice is so beautiful that to never hear it again would be hell. I would rather be bereft of sight than drown in silent world without his sweet soothing voice. Images can evoke thousands of spontaneuos, unwanted thoughts. But sound it straightfoward and kind, if not ignorant and at times, a liar.

Feb. 17th, 2006

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ah. what a show, what a life

Hmmmm…… is life easy for the thoughtless. Maybe… but the consequences are surley much more severe. Knowledge is power, but with power comes responsbility. And it's not just morals either. Its your obligation as a human being.

Naming a cat Kat is like calling your wife, Woman. No creativity whatsoever.

The Men's free skate at the Olympics this year is so enticing. Nothing like seeing a man with feline grace.

Feb. 16th, 2006

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well ill be damned

Waking up in a cold sweat and in pain is not the way I planned to start this day out, but it's begining that can lead to something more epic (hopefully). Mysterious damp spots appearing on your bed could be a sign of insanity. But then again mad men don't know that they are mad.

God bless his soul, he's too kind.

I need to practice my scales daily so I can ensure that my voice doesn't go back in my throat. I want sucess, there for I'm to have to make sacrifices out of my own time and pleasures.

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